urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clock_watcher when i die clock_watcher 2008-01-03T15:36:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:clock_watcher:596 2008-01-03T15:36:08Z 2008-01-03T15:36:08Z Something has changed, and i don't know what it is yet, but everything feels different now. <br />I know things have always been difficult, and we've just come to accept that's the way it will be, but were always on the same side then.<br />It truly did hurt when you told me it was better that way, better for who i wanted to ask, but i didn't, maybe i should have, maybe that's all you needed was for me to push you. <br />but how can it work if you don't even feel comfortable enough to tell me things, how can you say you're mad but then say just because, i can't do anything about it then, i don't know what you want me to do, what I'm supposed to do, what i should do.<br />Something has changed, i thought we were friends.